dreams

In my dreams I am acutely aware that everything I could ever imagine is available to me. What's funny is that I can never make a choice about what I want, then the dream ends and I feel like a failure.

Often in my dreams I am aware that it is a dream and not reality. Somehow, I choose to continue the situation, however scary or intense it may seem.

Most of my nightmares involve an ominous invisible being that's chasing me. At points I feel I've eluded the pursuer only to realize that next step I take leads me back to him.

I ask myself how I can control the events in my dreams, especially if I'm aware that it is a dream. Sometimes I wonder if dreams are reality and life is a dream: out of our control.