shudder

shudder 
I slipped and answered the phone.
The instant I heard the accent, I knew the gig was up. Why did I answer the phone?
He wanted to know why I hadn't been answering the phone, what he did. I hate that. I can pinpoint it, but he doesn't know how mean I can be, so I chose not to go into detail. I just said that he was inconsiderate. I telling people that they are this or that when it comes to relationships. I feel more comfortable being honest with complete strangers.
At any rate, the Aussie is comming over this afternoon to re-claim his vouchers. I shudder at the thought of seeing him or hearing his voice.