three cheers for me
turning down crush for a roll in the hay may have made him mad, but i have to admit, it was empowering. i haven't spoken to the guy in weeks and he really expected to come over last night, do the deed and dash, but i stood my ground and he went home with a hard-on. there is the tiny voice in my head that's saying he will not stand for such behavior, but if he wants a girls to spend a couple of hours with whenever he wants and doesn't want any other connection with her, then he's liable to have to start paying for such a girl. i am not "that girl". i am not "that girl". this is my mantra.