i've had these overwhelming urges lately to do things:
have a live in boyfriend
decorate my apartment that i don't have yet
cook a meal
travel with aforementioned boyfriend
make love to a man
hang with my parents
have a girls slumber party
volunteer
clean aforementioned apartment
take a shower without shower shoes
have a man see me in a bathing suit and get a hard on\drink martinis
wear high heals
fall in love (oh so hard)
go back to college
spend time with people i love
sit at a cafe with a girlfriend and chat............................
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the list goes on.
the general theme seams to be interaction with people on more than a superficial level, and a need to settle down somewhat. hhhmmm. interesting.