What the fuck?
Nothing going on really. Basically I've been working too much to do anything. I'm suppose to be going to freefall school in Oct. I can't wait. I've already completed basic airborne school at the army post. That really sucked!!! Freefall is out in Arizona. I heard its a great time out there. Have the weekends off so there is alot of partying going on during the downtime. I'm still with the same woman. A part of me is in love with here and thinks about marriage, and another part of me just wants to be free and whatever and whoever I want, when I want. I don't know what to do....guess I'll just be me and take it a day at a time. I know I'm not ready to propose......yet anyway. I know that's what she wants. What do you think?

adam
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why, why, why would he send this to me? is this his way of hurting me, or making me say that i'm in love with him, and he should forget about her and get with me? i'm disturbed, confused, irritated. what an ass.