sex and the city, cvn70 style
i've been frequenting the smoke deck more often than is preferable. calm seas today. i saw some fish that looked like piranha jumping in and out of the water. no man overboard for me, thank you.
crush and i have been discussing the possibility of taking a roadtrip after cruise, or going to italy. i'm entirely smitten, i'm telling you what. i'm starting to feel weird about how great he is. it's like an episode of sex and the city where carrie starts dating aiden and things are great and she freaks out. "do we need drama to make a relationship work?", she asks. i'm not sure carrie. all my life i've made an effort to be appealing to just the right guy, and now that someone is recognizing that, i'm terrified. do i need the ebb and the flow of a f'cked up relationship to be happy? if he were to start calling me a whore would i be happy? i guess i think that a relationship sans drama equals a passionless one, but maybe it's time i learn otherwise. *thank you crush, for showing me the light. XO honey.*