the beginning of a new beginning
there is a butterfly in the automated information systems. the guys say it's from the rotting fruit in the storeroom below us, and it may be, but to me it's a divine symbol of change. things are going to get better. if a fragile, winged insect can survive on this dog-eat-dog ship, than i surely can. it's perched above a printer, and hopefully it lives for a couple of days without being killed. there's something about things that fly and boys wanting to kill them. go figure.
in other news: one of the handsome men i have a crush on is paying me a bit of attention. it makes me blush. hopefully he's not a schizophrenic, pathological liar. i'm sure he's not, he's too cute for that.