Monday, January 24, 2005
BEADWINDOW
But yeah. The Vinson officially left Bremerton for good 'bout a week and a half back. It's still hard for me to fathom. I talked to J last Monday for a good 2 hours and she mentioned seeing it off and breaking down into tears watching her leave. It is a bit sad when I dwell on it. Now B-Town's full of transplanted Californians that have some serious adjusting to do. I don't envy them.
While I was on the phone with J, I managed to get in the dog house. Again. I guess someone mentioned to her that I was dating a Japanese girl when she was visiting Radio on the Vinson before they left. She even knew her name, which kinda freaked me out. When she brought it up I was like:
"Who told you that?"
"Why are you embarassed?"
"No... I just want to know who the hell's feeding you information about what I'm doing over here."
"So. You weren't going to tell me about her?"
"Hadn't planned on it."
"That's fucked up."
"..."
It only got worse from there 'cause I told her "There's just things I don't talk to you about..." and she totally twisted it into me keeping things from her. The whole exchange was pretty unnecessary. To anyone that reads this blog that's still in contact with her, if she asks what I'm up to, just say I'm alone and miserable and save me a fucking headache.
I won't be updating for a couple days 'cause I'll be in Saipan. Expect pictures upon my return.








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