Saturday, January 31, 2004
So I come up to watch today and "J" comes up to me grinning...
She hasn't been talking to me much at all lately so I knew it had to be something important...
Anyway, she tells me she finally found some orders she liked. Some training squadron outta China Lake or something.
Really, the significance of the event isn't where she's going at all but the fact that I'm still undecided on whether I'm even staying in or not, much less where I'm gonna go if I do in fact re-up. I've been talking to CassaJ alot about it lately (via AIM 'cause we're underway), among other things... But really, it's all irrelevant 'cause she told me months ago:
...and that's pretty much been in the back of my mind ever since...
I have some version of the short-timers syndrome... or maybe every iteration of it... all at the same time and I can't sort it all out to make a damn decision and it's making me feel like I'm falling behind...
...which quite frankly scares the shit out of me.
posted by Matthew @ 8:21 PM
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She hasn't been talking to me much at all lately so I knew it had to be something important...
Anyway, she tells me she finally found some orders she liked. Some training squadron outta China Lake or something.
Really, the significance of the event isn't where she's going at all but the fact that I'm still undecided on whether I'm even staying in or not, much less where I'm gonna go if I do in fact re-up. I've been talking to CassaJ alot about it lately (via AIM 'cause we're underway), among other things... But really, it's all irrelevant 'cause she told me months ago:
"You're staying in and everyone knows it but you..."
...and that's pretty much been in the back of my mind ever since...
I have some version of the short-timers syndrome... or maybe every iteration of it... all at the same time and I can't sort it all out to make a damn decision and it's making me feel like I'm falling behind...
...which quite frankly scares the shit out of me.
posted by Matthew @ 8:21 PM
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