Thursday, July 31, 2003

"J" thinks I'm a pessimist. I suppose on some levels I'm not a ... well, positive person, but surely not pessimistic. I know that sounds extremely contradictory coming from someone who's weblog is titled Misantrophy but that's just flair. She sent me one of her stupid effeminate e-mail surveys the other day and one of the questions was: "Is the glass half empty or half full?" To which I responded quite honestly "half-empty" which incited another one of those pseudo-maternal replies I loathe:
"Half empty"........you F*&%^ing pesimist.........Will you ever just be happy for once??.......and don't you dare fire back no "i'm a realist"......that shit don't fly with me..........BRAT!!!!.....Not everyone is against you and your happiness trust me......Jen

In truth, I'm not the one with the warped views... It's so her... I wish she'd just give up on her "rescue Matt from his life of despondence" crusade 'cause she negated that a long time ago. It's so ...nagging. Don't get me wrong. I do appreciate her concern but she'll never understand why I think the way I do and it's futile to try to change that. Everytime I try to debate the point it turns into a heated argument with yelling and cursing and shit. And you can't win 'cause it's like fighting the Powerpuff Girls... Even if you're winning it'll look like you're beating up little girls. It's like being trapped with a straightjacket on in a room with no doors covered in Hello Kitty wallpaper ...

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